Only By Grace

Relationship

2009-04-17T21:45:00.003+08:00

Just feel free to blog out only...let me know what do you think about this post

hmmm...i just realize something now a days. Now a days in school , you can see a lot of couples in the school. They will have thier date at the staircase, Car park and everywhere that quiet and silent.So, I believe every school teacher will not allowed the student to do this thing.OK , nvm. WE CANT DO IN THE SCHOOL , WE CAN DO OUTSIDE THE SCHOOL.

What they will do when they are dating ?? You can see them kissing , Peluk sini and there , touch here and there.Oh gosh... Even when they are kissing they snap thier photo somemore...Some even worst , kiss in the public place.

In your opinion , when you are in a relationship , is it neccessary to kiss ??
what do you think ??

Question Mark.

2009-03-25T22:43:00.004+08:00

Hahaha..just have some free time to blog only..lol

Today i had my lunch together with my schoolmates.I heard them talking about astro on demand movie.E.U , Winter melon , and so on.So i asked them , "Wah , you all still have time to watch movie ah ?? ". So, one of my friend answer me , "WHy not ??Everyday at least i will watch a few episode.You not free ah ?? so busy meh "

Then i told them ,"Ya lo , study and homework ".Then i asked one of my friend "You didnt join any church activities ??Saturday and sunday so free 1 ??" .He replied me " No ah , i only go on sunday . not like you join so many things." Then he told all my friends that i am very active in the church.

Actually i was wondering , why some of the christian is not like a christian. They go sunday service , worship the same god , listen to the same message from the bible. Even though they are doing this every sunday , but then they still remain the OLD SELF.Is it like there is no different between the outsider.

Example , i have a friend of mine attending the All saint church . He is a guitarist.But everyday he always speak vulgar words.In the same time , he have a girlfriend in penang.Last week , he just came back from penang.So i asked him what he have done in the past few day ".He told me that he did this do his GF.( adultery)(Pandai - pandai la you all)something bad.His GF also a christian in penang.Before he went to penang , i reminded him not to adultery but still ....haih...long story..

So i ask myself , Why do they do like that ?? since they are christian .They should know the word of god.It is something like jesus parable. Some of the seed that throw into the thorns or let the bird take away.

Actually , i also dont know what happen to this kind of christian ??? Still a question mark.WHy some of the christian can follow but others cannot ??

Thank God

2008-12-17T23:31:00.003+08:00

Ha...Just Feel free to post up this article.Nothing to do ma..So , update a post lo..Hahaha..Well , holiday going to end soon.Those who end their SPM..i am so proud of you guys and quite jealous about you because you have GRADUATE from the secondary school.I am going to have it soon..I AM COMING!!!

Last week , i was lying down on the bed but i cant sleep.So,my eyes like an owl.Suddenly , i was thinking about the things that i will go through next year.SPM and other thing.I was so worry about it.i was keep on asking myself.."How am i going to study next year ? How am i going to get a good result ? What should i do ?What can i do ? and so on".

My heart was worry about the thing will happen last year since this year already badly go through form 4.I was like this day what should i do , in the class i should do what , and what if i failed to get a good result in my exam.LOL..I also don't know why i will worry about it.

Suddenly , There is something called me to "LOOK UPON GOD"(Coming from my heart).Then i was so surprise and i feel better about it .and i peacefully slept.Thank god.I remember a bible verse."Do not lean against your own understanding.acknowledge him and he will make your path straight . it is coming from the book of proverbs.

Last Sunday as i listen to Pastor`s sermon.my heart is fill with peace and joy.The title is "Emmanuel"God with us.

Life will never go peace.Everyone will worry about the thing happening in the future or now.the only thing we can do is LOOK UPON GOD.like this song TURN YOUR EYES UPON JESUS(if can download it and listen)Hahaha..

Thank god for his word.

Chewing Gum...

2008-12-01T22:03:00.003+08:00

Well , Chewing Gum??I think everyone eat this before right ? Those who don't know how to eat this .I tell you how it feel when it put into your mouth.

It is like you eating a rubber band.Keep on chew,chew and chew until it tasteless.In the market , you can get a lots of flavour like Mint , Banana , watermelon ,and so on.

Chewing gum also are good for our tooth.I am sure that you all know this EXTRA brand right ? ya , is it good for our tooth.I realize that , Chewing gum can make our teeth white in colour..XD

If chewing gum did not manage in a proper way , it will stick on something and it is very hard to clean it up.The chewing gum wrapper , you can see some sign there , So that you all will throw in a proper way.

Well , Humans are naughty.They just split it on the floor or just stick underneath the table or somewhere else.Last Friday i went to HUKM to visit my grandma.So , about 1 hour like that , i planned to take taxi at the taxi stand.When i arrived there , at the taxi stand was crowded with Malays family.When i walking near to the taxi ,i realized that the base of the shoe had a chewing gum stick on it.So , it make so frust.When i arrived home , i try to clean it up ,but i cant.Is it so difficult to clean it up.Ahhh...

They really don't know what is HYGIENE /CLEANLINESS.

Responsible ???

2008-11-14T15:44:00.005+08:00

hmm...Feel like writing something....Currently i have learn a lesson is TO BE RESPONSIBLE.This word have coming out from my grandpa mouth since i was young.Everyday he asked me "PLEASE BE RESPONSIBLE".Untill now i heard this word coming out from his mouth..lol..You see How important is that ?

But some how , people are irresponsible towards thier job , studies , situation and more.haih...For example , you guy will heard this phrase when you watching dramas or movies."You make people pregnant now , you are RESPONSIBLE to her ".Hahaha..You heard it right ? But most of the movies will deny it and run away from the girl.Right ? well , movie is movie . We coming back to the world.

I think what teenagers did are always "letting go aeroplane" aka FFK, but there are some people make a promise to you and he/she do not have the intention to fulfill it. That's irrating to anyone of us I believe.

Haih... If and only IF I offended you directly or indirectly, please forgive me. It is just I am so stress with this matter. Responsibility is playing an important role in life. Once you lose it, you are nobody. PLEASE! Learn to be responsible at all time. Irresponsible individual are guarantee won't success!

Pointless comment I don't need.

Flash Back

2008-11-05T20:38:00.003+08:00

Hello.I am back to blog.HAHAHA..This few weeks i cant update my blog because of my final year exam.Study , Study and study.So,have no time to update and i have no idea what to write.but today i have.

This few days , when i go to sleep , my brain will start working very hard.I have to wait untill my brains stop working then only i can go to sleep.I was lying down on my bed and keep on thinking/dreaming.
I was remembering the past.Every thing that i have go through , it came out and it was like a movie.Somtimes is like so stupid that i can laugh myself when i saw something funny.FLASH BACK.Everything happy , sad , funny incidents came into my mind.HAHAHA..hmm,i was wondering will my head grow more white hair or not.They always ask me "YOu think a lot of things ah ?".Well , I thank god that he let me live untill now.
It is like a time machine.Bring me to the past.

Well , Life is full of things.As what chinese people say "Life have Sweet , Sour , bitter , hot ".That`s true right ?I have a little example.Life is like a boat on the ocean.As we live day by day , it is like the boat seal around the world.When we face trouble is like the boat face thunder storms or any disaster.Right?? if we give up means our boat sink like titanic.In Life there is always a chance for you to change .I mean before you past away.Thank god that life is not like the sink down shit but we stil got chance to travel.

One great people say "Those who dont remember the past ,will condemned it".Yes,that true.Past is past.Currently is currently.By looking backward of your life , do you feel happy ?or you want to repeat the mistake that you made ? i dont think so right.I believe everyone have up and down in your life.But that is past.Why not you open your eyes and look forward rather than always complaint about your life.This is your life,YOU CHOOSE HOW YOU WANT TO LIVE.Think about that ?

Some people might say "Aiya , Say so easy but when you do that time ..sure cannot "or "I cannot let go ah , i feel so bla bla bla or I scared... ".Some poeple say In the past how great are they.So,WHAT?The things that is past means past.Just keep it and take it as a memories.

As what god says "In christ , Everything past has change into new ".means we have new life.Just let the past as our memories in life.you should thankful that you have the chance to have this in your life.

Think about that ... Your life and you choose how you want to live .
any comments ?

The Time Has Come

2008-10-12T20:43:00.000+08:00

Yesterday , my youth organized this event..Well , i can say that , we did not prepared well for this event but i thank god that this service run smoothly.Hahaha...This is the leaflet.Designed by Daniel loke .Is it nice ? simple and nice right ? Hahaha...
That night service , i was assinged to become the ice breaker.I spent an hours to look for games but end up only 1 games.I dont know how is the members and new comers feel about this game .Hopefully they have fun ....That night i make janice fell down and get injured.After the has play the game and she started to run.Suddenly she BING BONG~~ and i saw her on the floor.OUCH~~~~ pain man.
After games , is opening dance.
This is how they dance.
How is it ? then i leave it to you to comment the dance.Sorry , something wrong with the video.The music is purple line .if not mistaken.Cameraman : Joyce.

Then come to Praise and worship section.Cool song and nice worship.and we sang back ONE WAY.Hahaha..how old is the song already ?but one thing , no one accompany me jumping.so , i just jump alone.T.T

After that , Bro.Weng Kim came up and share his word of god.He talking about Dream and vision.Dream and vision is a different things.His sharing was nice too.then he let us know how is his life when he started to step into music field.Punk , heavy metals.his sharing continue on ....about to end , he let us watch a short video clip about the night life at Bukit bintang area.WAh,The place was totally dark.Fighting , Punks , Ghotic , Dancing ground , Mat rempits.haih....may the lord mercy fall upon them

After that , have a short altar cal.And here i want to testify god.He has listen to my prayer.Before the service start , my heart is fill with joy and god presence even though a lot of new comers.I know he is with us in the hall.Then we went out and pray for that night event.Quite last minute.HAHAHA..i was hunger like mad for souls.is like i am in the desert hunger for water.At last , god save 2 souls.I Beg with my voice and heart and at last it come true.dont want to tell so long cos i know it is too long breath already.

I try to edit this post next time.Try to get Bro.Weng Kim photo and let you guys see..Videos too (If have ) .hahaha..That`s for now first.
Even though a short service but great impact.

What a happy holiday 2

2008-10-08T15:57:00.000+08:00

Hi , I am back to continue this post...Hmmm...i filled my time with this church camp .Eventhough a lot of work haven be done , but still i willing to take up my time to attend this church camp.I already know that i cant finish up my work during the school holiday.But i thank god that i come back with something and knew the word of god.My holiday is so meaningful for this Sem.Here are some photos for you to see.. This is the view of the beach Drawing our team logo...I am part of it 1 ah...

My group photo..XD

The First little super model..Cute or not ?

This is the view of the sunset..about 7 something like that..(not mistaken) SUPER MODEL!!!Nice right ?

Our man choir performance..Superb choir team...
The man`s trophy. Our Cantonese service group photo..sorry not that clear.

???? what are we doing ?all the silly faces...

Last group photo before leave the resort..T.T
This is the new Resort at PD..COOL man..Like Wild Wild west.

Nah,,the big horse.."Pak ma wong ji" You will never know it...THIS IS THE HOTEL.

Rawhide cowboys....
We are the racer..Gentlemen start your engine..VROOM!!!

On the race..HAVING FUN!!!
This horse name Mc Queen..The fastest car in The Cars movie.must be run very fast too.XD

hmmm...too many photos to be uploaded...That`s for now first...See you guys...Have a nice day.i know a bit late to post all this photos.and the words a bit CACAT.not creative enough..hahaha..

What a happy holiday ..

2008-10-07T22:55:00.000+08:00

I just came back from Church camp at bayu beach , bayu beach resort.The church camp so nice and we have a great time over there.hmmm...i believe those brother and sister who attended this church camp , thier feeling is same like my feeling. HAPPY !!!

just let you guys see something first , later on up date my blog .Now a days very busy with my studies.If i got time , i update my blog..see you guys later..Here are some video.COOL VIDEO

A lot of thing to upload..next time only upload..Let you guys watch this video first..I love this performance very much.

Study..Study..Study..

2008-09-23T22:52:00.000+08:00

wow..so fast already study in form 4 for 9 months..Dont think form 4 life is easy as PMR life..IT IS TOTALLY change.

In form 4 , you guys will face a big change in your study.Science will be seperated into 3 subjects . and maybe you guys want to take accounts and all that.As for me i am in pure science stream now.Wah , i tell you ..not easy man to walk this journey.

Exam is coming.But the school haven confirm yet when is the exam date.Some teacher say on the PMR day , some teacher say 28/10. nah...i dont care when it is.

As for me i am struggling in my studies now.A lot of thing to be done and catch up .A lot of subjects to be cover.sometimes , it makes me dont know where to start and what to study..LOL..

just want to wish you guys here ..ALL THE BEST IN YOUR STUDIES.Those students will be taking SPM or PMR this year , All the best to you and good luck .Form 4 students , Hopefully you enjoy your journey now and you will get a flying colours in your exam.

Tag by Pauline

2008-09-23T22:22:00.000+08:00

Instructions :
Remove 1 question from below, and add in your personal question, make it a total of 20 questions, then tag 8 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. At what age do you wish to marry?
Me ? erm...before 30 gua.

2. If you have the chance, what would you probably say to your beloved one?
hmm..maybe " I love you " ..then something special lo.

3. If you were to be stranded on a desert island, who are the 3 blog buddies you would take with you?
No idea wo...XD

4. Where is the place that you want to go the most and with whom ?
Everywhere also want to go ( around the world ) with beloved 1 , family , close 1

5. If you can have 1 dream to come true, what would it be?
To be wise and clever.Hopefully every dream will come true

6. Do you believe you can survive without money?
I think no..How am i want to get the thing i want and need without $$ oh ?

7. What are you afraid to lose the most?
hmmm....close one lo..

8. If you win $1 million, what would you do?
A lot but i wont forget about the my church , and family

9. If you meet someone that you love, would you confess to him/her?
Depends.Yes

10. List out the good points of the person who tagged you.
She ? A lot..

11. What am I doing now?
Answering all these question

12. Which type of person do you dislike the most?
Dont know how to tell you here.

13. What is your ambition?
have some in my mind but i dont know i can archieve it or not

14. What is the thing that will make you think he/she is bad?
VULGAR WORDS

15. What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
God , family , bro & sis in christ , life partner

16. Are you a shopaholic or not?
not really...most important that i can fellowship

17. What do you see when you look into a mirror?
MY FACE lo...what can i see somemore

18. Who is the person that you can share all your problems with?
God , churchmates , close one
19. What do you like about this person who tagged you?
well , she is friendly , pauline , are you playful ? lol

Time Change everything.

2008-09-21T21:26:00.000+08:00

hmmm...Did you realize that time flies very fast ?? I realize that.So fast i have been this world for 16 years.For this past 16 years , it was like a movie on the stage.I keep on "acting" on the stage and perform everything i have .Time has change a lot of thing in my life .

As i talk to one of my brother in the church he say that something he thought it wont happen , but now it happen to his life . Sometimes , we feel that something wont happen in our life , but then it will come in the future in your life . So , i shared something with him too . I also experienced this kind of experience before .It was a sudden change.It was a shock for me and felt uneasy.Let me do an example,

A man was holding a bird on his hand .The man take care the bird very well and he is so enjoying playing with the bird . The bird also enjoying when the man holding it on his hand.When his hand was holding it , the bird cant fly or do anything and just let the man play.As the man fall asleep , his hand start to let go of the bird . The bird feel free now and flew away from his hand.When the man wake up and he realized that the bird flew away from his hand.

Sometimes , we will enjoying something in our life and we hope that the feeling will not fade away ,but when the time comes it suddenly appear off.It was like the man fall asleep and let go of the bird.We wont understand why it will happen to us . We are like very innocent.

we dont know how much time we have in our life , but then we must appreciate every single second in our life.Time will keep on running and it wont wait for you .Sometimes , Time can change a bad condition to a better condition.No matter what we do , we need time to fulfill the task that we need to fulfill.Be patient with the thing you are facing now.When the time comes , eveything will change.Appreciate what you having and facing now.

As i know The beginning and the ending is in my god hands.He is the Alpha and Omega.

A bright moon in the dark Sky. Mid Autumn

2008-09-14T22:43:00.001+08:00

Nah , You can see this Full moon.What does it show and mean ?This moon shows that TODAY is MOONCAKE FESTIVAL..Wahaha..I am so happy but the moon picture is not the moon that i snap from the dark sky because outside is raining now .Maybe cannot see the full moon.Wish you all here a HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.HAve a nice mooncake night.

But 1 thing i would like to share with you all is that i have participated in a making "Bing pi " Competition.WAHAHA...THe process was so excited and nice.Erm..I think about 11 of them participated in this competition.You know what ...Most of them are BOYS.So , Girls do not look down on boys..XD.Other than making "Ping bi " , there are some other competition.For example Making , lantern competition , making " Ling Kok " and open "lok yau ".Today the church was filled with mid atumn atmosphere.It was so great . Thats for now first ..Later i will re-update this post.I have not enough resources .lol...be patient .

Have a nice Mid-autumn.HAPPY MOONCAKE FESTIVAL.

Radical For Christ

2008-09-13T19:09:00.000+08:00

Today my Cell group talking about being an army of god . Today topic really , ask us to think about the decision that you will make whenever you face suffering.Today , Nick did not pay a lot of attention about the paper but he ask us to share the experience that you face when we are doing evangelism.We have good sharing among our youth member. Is that good ? How about you ? Have you try it before ?

Then Nick ask a question , Whenever a person come to you and using a gun pointing at your head . He asked " Do you still believe in Jesus Christ or else i will shoot you down ?" What is your answer ?.Then i immediately say "YES!!I will " .then Nick continue his sharing . He say " I know that you guys will answer Yes , But how about if they murder you before you die ( HALF DEAD ) " ? Are you going to answer yes ?

Whenever he say this , it really reflected my mind and decision . Is It me answer is YES ? This really make me feel uncomfortable . I really don't know how if this comes to me .AM I GOING TO ANSWER YES ?I have 1 feel , but i don't know how to express it out and describe it out .

Christ had die for us 2000 years ago . He has suffering everything in the journey of life . His pain and wounds are more painful than our suffering . If you say his suffering and your suffering are the same , Can you imagine that whenever he is hanging on the cross , with 3 nails on his hands and legs ?Oh no , this pain is indescribable and unimagined.

That's for now first..my 3rd post.Lol..

Sick of it....

2008-09-09T22:39:00.000+08:00

hmm....i think everyone face this problem too.YOu can heard it everywhere , everytime.The thing that you always heard from other ppl is VULGAR words.Oh man , I am really sick of it .

In my class , most of them are chinese students.Eventhough chinese boy are not much but then this words are SUPER STRONG.Every single sentences also will have a @#%$@%$# inside.I heard it everyday and now i am so boring and sick of it.

Sometimes , i predict those people who dont speak vulgar words suddenly they speak,i think it is because of this enviroment.Everyday you heard it , that kind of words and sentences will comes into your mind . Eventhough you didnt speak out , but your mind will know what are they going to speak the next vulgar words.Sometimes ,it automatic comes to your mind.I was in this kind of enviroment for 7 years..ahhh...SUFFERING for this past 7 years.

When it comes to school holiday , i will be very happy because i will not hearing this kind of "language"anymore but then school re-open , i will be very frust and no mood go to school .

I was wondering , Where do this language born ?Anyone can answer me ?

First Time Ever

2008-09-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

Halo Everybody..Welcome ,,Selamat datang..Huan Ying..This is my blogspot.I just registered only...Now in progress to customize my blog.hmm...support support...Give me some time to do the customization.From monday to friday , sometimes really have no time to do and update.Be Patient.Ok..Thats all for now first.